Hi all, just thought I'd pop in and tell you all that I'm still alive in case you were wondering. I haven't really been feeling social media lately. I've just wanted to get out there and live life, dance away nights and work away days and laugh and cry. Get to know myself as just me. I might get back to telling you about it soon, but I can't promise anything.
Right now, right in this moment, I feel good. So content. So happy. So good. It's saturday morning(ok it's past 11 but still) and I'm sitting in my bed watching Netflix. It's raining, and the rain drops are falling on my slanted ceiling and window. It's such a soothing sound. I'm hungover, and have decided not to leave my bed for a while. I've ordered breakfast via deliveroo (pancakes and bacon mmm) and made myself a cup of tea. It's just what I needed.
Last night I was out with the politics gang. We danced and drank and had so much fun. Danced on the streets and in bars and I think at one point I was even dancing on a table. I had fun. So much fun. And I felt so alive. So happy. And today, right now, right at this moment, I feel so good about myself. Just so at peace, in a way I haven't felt for a while. I really like my life. I really like what I spend my days and evenings and mornings doing. I really like the people I surround myself with. And I really like me. And it's such a nice feeling. To, in this moment, in this life, in this self, just feel good.